blackstarlight17

I know I'm only getting to this now, but shortly after I made this post, the hospital had called me to inform me that my mother had passed away.

I am still scared but some family had come visited me to help me and will continue to help me until I can hopefully get everything together to figure out what I need to do. The biggest concern I would have is whether or not I'll be able to keep the house, if I should sell it, rent it, etc. This is the same in regards to the cats of what I can do for them as well as myself, in what I can do for me.

<s>My mom's at the hospital or being taken to it right now. She went to the one here in town but has to get transferred. They think she may have had a heart attack or something. She hadn't been feeling well the past couple weeks and only now I convinced her to let me try and contact someone for help. I wish I had done it sooner, I really do.

I'm scared. I'm really scared of what could happen. We barely have money at times, most of it getting put into bills and the mortgage so we don't end up on the streets. I haven't been able to find work that won't put myself and especially her at risk of this stupid fucking virus.

I don't know what to do. I don't even have enough gas to get to where she was taken, let alone know the way to get there if I had to.

The social worker I spoke with told me to call them in about an hour or so to see how she's doing and tomorrow, I'm hoping I can finally get her some health insurance that won't cost us an arm and a leg.

I'm really scared. My mom has always been the strong one and I don't know what to do if I suddenly lose her. I don't know what to do if I can't find work to keep the house or keep the cats. I know in that sense, the logical part would be to surrender them, but I don't have money to do that and some of them I don't know if I would be able to GET new homes. Butterscotch bites. Lester is whiny and super attached to me as I am to him. Spirit and Munchkin are still very timid and if they get rehomed, all that work my mom and I put in to help them come out of their shells thus far might come undone.</s>

Been trying to get back into a proper writing mood. It's been hard because of everything going on. Some days, I start to, other days it nearly fizzles.

I'm thinking of starting on some older stories I had worked on and try to clean them up. More so now that things as a whole for its "universe" has changed. It might help me get past some writer's block I've been battling with for other works if I improve those.

I'd appreciate any help with any for them, mostly fixing any grammar and whatnot. But other means of help would be appreciated if it could help. Just be aware that some of my works can get rather dark in some areas.

Other than that, I hope everyone is safe and that the chaos going on starts to settle down and things start improving for everyone.

I wanted to repost this since quite a bit has happened and would have gotten too confusing to keep editing excessively. However, now that I've been able to afford Home, I'm hoping things will be easier now to do certain trades.

Breedjects:

Togepi x5 – Super Luck – Timid – Beast Ball – 6 IVs – Knows Aerial Ace

Mimikyu x4 – Disguise – Adamant – Dream Ball – 5 IVs

Sobble x1 – Torrent – Modest – Pokéball – 5 IVs – Knows Aqua Ring

I’m looking for Breedjects in special balls with their Hidden Ability. Nature and stats do not matter. Examples would be Ralts in a Level Ball with Telepathy or an Impidimp in a Moon Ball with Pickpocket.

Shinies:

Charizard x2 – Blaze – Sassy, Jolly – Master Ball – Jolly is a Gigantamax

Eevee x2 – Run Away, Adaptability – Heal Ball, Luxury Ball

Torchic x1 – Blaze – Serious – Pokéball

Scrafty x1 – Intimidate – Bold – Premier Ball

Eiscue x2 – Ice Face – Calm, Docile – Premier Ball

Milcery x1 – Sweet Veil – Bashful – Premier Ball

I’m looking for shinies I don’t have or a master ball.

Events:

Gigantamax Meowth x2 – Pickup – Adamant, Mild – Mild is French

Mew x2 – Synchronize – Adamant, Mild – OT is GF

Celebi x1 – Natural Cure – Lonely – OT is GF

Jirachi x1 – Serene Grace – Bold – OT is GF

Shiny Dialga x1 – Pressure – Rash – OT is SUM2013

Shiny Palkia x1 – Pressure – Modest – OT is SUM2013

Manaphy x3 – Hydration – Lonely, Adamant, Naïve – OT is GF

Darkrai x1 – Bad Dreams – Jolly – OT is 2012MAY

Darkrai x3 – Bad Dreams – Gentle, Timid – OT is GF

Arceus x1 – Multitype – Modest – Dream Ball

Arceus x3 – Multitype – Adamant, Sassy – OT is GF

Emboar x1 – Reckless – Jolly – OT is Present

Samurott x1 – Shell Armor – Hardy – OT is Present

Zoroark x1 – Illusion – Lax – OT is Sly

Victini x1 – Victory Star – Hasty – Premier Ball

Victini x3 – Victory Star – Jolly, Hasty, Relaxed – OT is GF

Keldeo x1 – Justified – Impish – WIN2013

Keldeo x2 – Justified – Relaxed, Lax – OT is GF

Meloetta x2 – Serene Grace – Relaxed, Naïve – OT is GF

Meloetta x1 – Serene Grace – Serious – OT is SPR2013

Genesect x2 – Download – Sassy, Gentle – Cherish Ball – OT is GF

Shiny Xerneas x2 – Fairy Aura – Adamant, Impish – OT is XYZ

Shiny Yveltal x3 – Dark Aura – Naïve, Adamant, Jolly – OT is XYZ

Diancie x1 – Clear Body – Mild – OT is OCT2014

Hoopa x3 – Magician – Sassy, Serious, Gentle – OT is Alexander

Hoopa x2 – Magician – Naughty, Hasty – OT is Mac

Magearna x1 – Soul-Heart – Impish

I’m looking for events I haven’t gotten: shiny Solgaleo, shiny Necrozma, shiny Tapu Bulu, Shiny Tapu Lele, shiny Tapu Fini, and shiny Partner Cap Pikachu. The last one is a bit of a long shot and I don't even know if it's something people would be willing to trade easily. Other offers are open, but the events are what I am mainly looking for.

Items:

Fast Ball x1

Friend Ball x1

Lure Ball x2

Heavy Ball x1

Dream Ball x2

Beast Ball x1

I’m looking for shinies I don’t have or any good offer. These are on my Shield game, thus I can’t bring them over to Sword.